Okay since so much has changed....

Okay, so about a million things have changed since I last checked in. For example, Chyler has to go through PT because she wasn't walking by the time she was 16 months and that concerned her pediatrician. She actually started walking 3 days before her first appt but the therapist said that she has a longer than normal tibia in her left leg which hindered her being able to walk on time because she had to adapt to something that wasn't normal (leave it up to my kid to be a rebel) They're super bad at making the appts though and following up and her next appt isn't even set up yet so I should probably call them myself I guess. We also have kindergarten round up in about 4 days for Paisley to start kindergarten...saying that I'm "not ready" is the understatement of the century. I've been thinking about how excited I am for her to start because it will essentially make grocery shopping easier, my days smoother, and she'll be able to make friends. But, that means that ill have to send her to someone else to watch her daily and if I'm being honest, I don't know of a single school that is actually good at keeping their "promises" when it comes to bullying. Kids are mean as hell and honestly I'm not ready to fight the school when someone's mean to my baby when they don't do anything. But trust me, I will.

We've also gotten a new dog, I've lost and 30lbs, developed severe anxiety, gotten help for "said" anxiety, rarely get out and see the public which is probably why I have anxiety, so to cope and gain some sort of control over my life, I've recently become Vegetarian lol I think its a good thing as a whole and the recipes are delicious don't get me wrong, but its still super weird to me. I'm going on a full week now of vegetarian and honestly I don't even miss meat. We are a family that eats meat with every meal so it surprises me that I don't really miss it. There are a million substitutes for every meat out there, and did you know they make a vegetarian sausage? I didn't until this week lol I feel healthier, happier, and lighter already and I'm assuming its from eating less crap. I'm not sure how long this will last but ill keep you updated. I don't know what else has happened that's even worth documenting, because everything is so small and uninteresting as a stay at home mom...everything's the same day in and day out lol